Saturday, September 25, 2004

Boredness, Vexness, Troubledness!!! Back to blogging after a week. Was so busy over stuff which is considered as sch work so even though I may be busy but I'm still bored! Never satisfied la me.. The past week was kinda terrible, was sick, having illnesses like bored-ness cum sianz-ness, vex-ness, troubled-ness, haiz!

Firstly boredness is because of sch work. Was busy with projects and projects and projects that I can hardly breathe nowadays. But because of projects also it makes me super bored. Bored because I dun have the time to play, to relax, to lepak. Been a long time since I last went Esplanade with my poly mates for lepak session. And furthermore I can have boredness till the extent of going to play pool on my own and after that going home. Sounds like a freaking fellow who doesnt have any friends right? Haha...

Vex-ness and troubled-ness can be linked to the same case la. Been thinking about Elaine and me recently also. Now is my turn, I begin to think that we are too fast. But its really too fast la, went out with her for a date only. Anyway I can understand how she feel also cuz I've been in her shoe before. She's a girl too good for me, I'm not as good as what or who she thinks I am loh. Maybe slowly and we can work things out, sorry Elaine.

Dun wish to talk bout what happen during the days. Maybe just elaborate on weekends ba. Yesterday friday went out with Ah Xin, Larry and Feiyou after school. Was in town walking then after that went over to IOI plaza for pool session, then kena forced by that 3 idiots to play pool with a professional who represents singapore for matches. Siaoz beh! Sure lose wan ma! But anyway just played and ya true enough both games I lose but only lose by one ball and that was because I lack experience in placing the last few balls. Thats what that guy says la. Played till 11 plus then went home and reached home at 12 seh.

Then this morning woke up at 6 plus cuz got soccer tournament held by DE lecturers at 8.30 in sch. And yes! 8.30 in the morning. Shag right!?! My legs wobbly seh, but then still gotta play. Won all 3 games, actually is 4 games but one team walk-over. As usual, fight occurs again. This time is that stupid Seb, like a bull seh, 4 or 5 person also cannot hold him down. Then kena warning loh, one more warning and we are out plus we have to write a report to the head. Sianz! Wednesday is the finals le, gotta perform manz me cuz today I played typically like an idiot, I played fucking shit soccer!

Anyway after soccer went clementi eat chicken chop then after that I went over to Bukit Timah for pool session alone. Yes alone! Cuz I was damn bored and my phone flat batt so dunno the numbers of my friends to call. Sad life seh me! Haha... Anyway as for tmr, gotta go Pasir ris first, my god-brother's condo house, hahaha! Then must come home early also cuz gotta rush that RWP plus PBL plus FYP. All projects! Sianz... Guess tmr not going out with Igni they all le la, and tonight gonna sleep early also, too tired le, my legs wobbly! Good night guys! Ciao! ;)

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Samuel || 11:01 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Late nights recently Haven been blogging since last thurs or fri I think cuz was damn busy with projects and furthermore been coming home late these past few days.

Friday was a super bored day! Supposed to start sch at 1 but I was already there at 9 plus. Gotta go there to do my Problem Based Learning Project as it carries alot for percentage in some of my modules. After project went for lesson and all the way till 5 and straight after that went over to library again for FYP. Sianz right! Do till 7 then ciao but I went Orchard to meet up with Feiyou and YongHsin for dinner. Sat there at the table and we talk for 2 straight hours manz!

Imagine 3 guys gossipping and crapping away. Mostly talk bout girls, dirty stuffs, sex stuffs, hahaha! Talk till bout 9 plus and intend to go shopping and we reached up at Far East at 9.55. That shopping centre looks like a dead city at that time manz! So we decided to head home and I waited for that stupid 190 for half an hour. Sianz!

On saturday, went back to sch at 9 plus again. For FYP!!! Stupid FYP, discuss bout the project till 12 and we left there. Went home first and thought going out with Igni, Darren and Tay. Who konws Darren going out with Lynn, Tay dun feel like going out and Igni going clubbing with his campmates. Bored!! So rot at home till bout 6 before meeting Tommy and gang for a movie at Orchard. Watched "Ghost" at PS and its like quite scary, haha! Cuz we sitting at the third front row! So loud the sound effect and I kena scared at a few parts. Haha! Hamster boy seh me! Watched finish its already like 11 plus so we decided to go for pool cum billiard session at Bukit Timah. Actually thought of going Chinablack with Igni but too expensive la!

Then we reached Bukit Timah at 12 and played till around 2 plus. In the end reached home at 3am! Still not tired so called Elaine and we chatted on phone till 4 before sleeping. Haha!

As for today, one word to express my feelings. BORING! Woke up at 12 and had my macdonalds brunch (breakfast cum lunch). Had been slacking all the way till now.... BORING!!!

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Samuel || 2:48 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Anacondas... Didnt blog last night cuz wwas on the phone with Elaine till 11 plus then lazy to use the comp le. Yesterday was super boring, damn sianz, maybe cuz yesterday I PMS ba, mood swing. Sch ended at 3 and I dun feel like going home, so thought actually can go the MM day together with Linus they all. Darren got ask me on tues whether I wanna go not but that day still doesn't know that Linus, Azhar, Shahib and Izwan going so I told him no.

Yesterday then know they all going, cuz Firul performing as in jamming as one of the event. In the end last minute Darren cant get any tix for us, so I went over to Bukit Timah for pool session. At first was alone then I called up Elaine and she joined me at around 5 plus. Played till 6 plus then left le, gotta come back home for dinner with my family.

Today..... erm, was another boring day la, typically went sch just to sleep. By the way I got back my Maths and CE Tech paper le. Maths got only 64% and CE Tech 87%, sucks manz my results! Haiz, dunno why slack so much also. Anyway enough of sch work, today after sch went to watch Anacondas with Elaine. Its not a bad show, quite interesting though and some scenes scared me seh! Watch finish le already 6 plus going to 7, so we both went home loh.

Gotta ciao le, going to do report and research. Sianz! Projects are taking my life manz!!! SUCKS BIG TIME!!!

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Samuel || 9:25 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Boring School!!! Just got back home at around 9. Was at school for a project discussion, actually is Meng and Izwan discuss la, I was there at the library taking a nap, hahaha.... Anyway yesterday didnt blog cuz there's something wrong with my comp.

Yesterday was the first day of second term seh, so fast! Soon, I'll be graduating le, sianz! Go Tekong chalet, haha! Then yesterday was damn boring, felt like sleeping the whole day in sch seh, got back my Geotech paper, 67% only, sianz! Then after sch went home le, too tired! Reached home ard 7 then had my dinner and acc my mum to go downstairs cuz it was the last day of Lunar 7th month, gotta go burn the paper thingie. Mum told me alot leh, all bout my brother, saying he what 23 yrs old still like little kid la, dunno how to think. But he'll grow up one day. And ya, yesterday my kor lost his hp, haiz! Go clubbing la, see la!

Anyway as for today, another boring sch day. Go sch to SLEEP! Haha... Then just now during 2 plus went to meet Wendy and we went FC 5 to eat, talk talk. Both saying out our stressness! Haha... After that then went contact time, supposed to go at 4 but reached in there at 4.30pm! Haha... And ya, I got back my ITP log book le, got A, haha... Happy like dogz! Today bought a birthday card for my mum also, tmr's her bday. Just get this card first, present have to wait I think cuz I'm broke. Haiz!

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Samuel || 9:35 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Happy Birthday Kor! Well, haven been blogging for the past few days cuz was just back from a chalet this morning.

On Friday, left house at abput 12 plus for Linus's bday chalet at Downtown East. A record breaking chalet with just 3 girls there for the bbq night, Daphne, Keryn and Trina. Another record breaking thing is that all the guys are single, except for that Izwan la. So all of them are kinda psychotic, crazy, sadistic and etc etc.... Had the bbq the first night, was drinking away cuz Jordan brought an XO there. Wow! Haha... The chalet was fun, all guys, no lack of drinks and cigarettes, hahaha.....

Played and chit chat all the way till 3 plus then can sleep. Was chatting with Daphne at the balcony, heart to heart talk, kinda sad, kinda miss her but all I can do is just drink and rokok. I know I'm stupid to still think of her after so many weeks already or even months. But can't help it la. I feel lonely, really.... Anyway the guys are crazy man! Die die cannot fall asleep at the chalet, cuz the moment u rest, they come, and they wrestle u, strip u, idiotic bunch of gays manz! Haha... Play la, play till the security came, cuz that stupid Daniel was shouting away and the clock at that time reads 4am! Haha.... Kena scolding seh...

Then on Saturday, did nothing much la, just went swimming and mahjong session for the day. Then had a mini bbq dinner cuz still left some money then decided to buy some chicken last minute to bbq, quite nice also... Slack throughout all the way, playing and learning new songs on the guitar till around 12 then went for pool session with Izwan. And ya, I saw Seong Tean(my poly 1st yr classmate) and Kathy(my sec sch classmate) seh, and yuan lai they both know each other. Haha... Played till around 1am then left for Cheers and bought back some "Tigers", haha... Went back to watch TV and its playing "Shan Ji De Gu Shi" from the "Gu Huo Zai" wan. After that sat at the balcony and started chatting, drinking and rokok-ing. Haha...

Woke up this morning at 7 plus then had a terrible migraine seh, sianz, never bring my pills then was like wa, the pain was like fuck!!! Somemore having sore throat so headed back home and reach home at around 9 plus, had my shower then pop 2 pills and went to sleep. Anyway today's my elder bro's birthday! Happy 23rd Birthday Kor! Then just now went to had dinner together with my family to kinda celebrate ba, his and my mum's birthday. Mum's birthday coming seh, 15th Sep, what should I get for her leh? Slowly think ba, must ask my girl-friends liao... As for now, gonna go eat the birthday cake le, feel hungry again seh. Eat le then watch "Dark Waters" ba which is now showing on SCV.. Heehee... ;)

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Samuel || 9:42 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Sunburnt!!! Was home the whole day. Watching VCDs rented from a shop near my neighbourhood. Finally finished watching the taiwanese serial "Zhuang Jiu Xiao Zi" aka "Nine Ball". Not that nice, not much about pool leh, sianz, thought its about pool then rent de. The ending also sucks, haiz, just not that nice la.

Sianz, I got sunburnt le. My back and my nose starts to get painful when i rubbed them. Die! Go Chalet with a sunburn, sure let Daniel they all abuse. Haha... Anyway tmr going for chalet to so call celebrate Linus long past belated birthday. Gonna have lotsa fun this weekend. Can't wait for tmr. Think I swam and played too much at sentosa yesterday, now my whole body is like aching away, dunno tmr got strength to play around with those monkey friends of mine or not. Haha!

This coming sunday is my bro's birthday, his 24th birthday le. Dunno what to get for him also, maybe no need get for him present la, kinda broke le, haha.... Anyway my mum bought back dinner le, gotta go eat le. Ciao!!! ;)

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Samuel || 6:44 PM

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Fucking Butches! Today went sentosa with Erwin, Weihua, Ben Kia and Junze. Stupid Meng and Daniel put aeroplane! Was damn early when we reached in at Sento, that was around 11 in the morning. Then had our tanning and all that till around 4 before coming out.

Was playing thru halfway when these group of girls came to us, sec 3 only I think, WTF! Haha, their volleyball got stuck on the coconut tree, so wanted to lend our ball to whack and hit down theirs. In the end, spent about an hour to get that fucking ball down. Haha...

After that started to stick to us le, sianz, find them quite noisy at times! Anyway today sento not much chupz, maybe becuz its weekday. Got chupz also come with "bf" or their butch bf! Fuck the butches manz! I hate butch, "bu nan bu nu" loh, dunno what the fuck they doing also! If those butches wanna find gf, please find one and fuck off to Netherlands whereby u and ur so called "gf" can get married legally ok!

Stupid butches! Fuck off from Singapore, fuck off from my sight! If ur a butch and ur reading my blog now, I'm sorry, its either u kiss me or hate me! Just fuck off from me!

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Samuel || 9:47 PM

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Serena's Birthday!!! Just back from "lepak" session with my poly mates at Esplanade! Now chatting online with Wendy and Linus, nothing much to do also.

Went sch today for project session at 10am seh, but I late la, haha! Saw Yifang on 184, Dawn's friend, maybe she forgot who I am le ba, didnt even look at me. Then saw HweeLing also, chatted with her all the way loh. After project went town and shag, lepak, eat.

Life is so boring, actually wanted to wait for Karen off work then go home with her, but she say dun need, maybe her bf fetching her, haha! So went over to Esplande to shag and Lepak with Linus, Daniel, Shahib, Azhar and Erwin. All guys session again!

Yup, and today's Serena's Birthday! 20 yrs old le worz! Happy for her also, hope she enjoy her special day with her special "someone". Haha... And if Serena, ya reading this, relax, your Feicui should come very soon, me now no girl ma, alot money! Hahaha... I'll call u out one of these days!

Today got one more guy added me in friendster and MSN, his name is Kevin and he ask whether am I straight or not! What the fxxk! I'M STRAIGHT OK!!!! I like girls!!!! Scary seh! By the way, going sentosa tmr, gonna tan myself. Going with my poly mates, shiok! But gotta spend money again, sianz! Tired le, go slp le, ciao! ;)

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Samuel || 11:56 PM

Monday, September 06, 2004

Sianz! Sianz Sianz Sianz Sianz Sianz!!! Ultra bored! Having school is better than having holidays. Just woke up not long ago though and I'm already like so bored, nothing to do.

Yesterday was worst, went to school at 12 when I'm supposed to reach at 11. Anyway its a sunday and yet I have to go to school, haiz! Then reached there at the T14 study area, met up with Izwan and Shahib then went through our FYP Self Compacting Concrete thingie till around 2 before leaving for CCK as they're meeting Azhar and Linus. Cuz they are going to the Qian Hu Fish Farm, fish fanatics la all except Izwan la....

After meeting up with them and have my lunch at Long John, me went home le, went to Fajar Shopping Centre there to rent VCDs to watch. Super bored la me... Rent the dunno what Taiwan Serial, "Zhuang Qiu Xiao Zi" or in english "Nine Ball". Its about pool, my interest, haha....

From last night till now already watched half the serial le, haha... my life damn boring! As for today, later on will be going to NTU with Izwan and Shahib for the FYP again. Meeting them 1.30pm at Boon Lay before going in to meet up with the Professor, Paulus Irawan. Dunno from which country also?? Holidays are god damn mother fxxking boring, I rather school life.... ;)

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Samuel || 1:05 PM

Sunday, September 05, 2004

4 guys having dinner at Igni's Car! Sianz sianz sianz! Feel so uneasy, alot of things running thru my mind, my mind seems to be hard to settle down. Haiz! Been thinking and thinking and thinking, missing and missing and missing. Life sux manz!

Anyway today went over to Darren's place for mahjong session again with Igni, Jiahao, Serene and of course Mr Darren Tan! Won money from it again, haha... happy seh, if not I wont have the money for the battlfield just now. We played till around 8 plus and left for town for dinner. Had Burger King for the first time in Igni's car as dinner.

Cuz was unable to find a parking place at town, so we went Cine to "da-bao" Burger King and Serene went to meet up with Patrick. Then Igni drives us over to Park Lane that carpark and we sat in his car for the dinner before leaving for "Battlefield" at around 10 plus. Played for 2 plus hours till about 12.30 then we left that place for Home Sweet Home. Feel shiok to be home manz! Now chatting with Jolyn, Serena and Daniel online, asking them lotsa questions about "certain stuffs". Haha....

As for tmr, still gotta meet up at sch with Izwan and Shahib for the FYP thingie. Imagine only 3 idiots going to sch on a Sunday??? Tell my mum I think she won't believe also. Haha... But anyway gotta go also, its FYP. Haiz! Still feel very "fan" la, still thinking and thinking, think I better go to bed le, to stop all the nonsense thinking. Its been weeks and I'm still thinking. Haiz.... Ciao! Good night! ;)

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Samuel || 1:56 AM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

"Xiao Cao"???? "Siao Lang" better... ;) Today was the last day of my paper le, so happy! Haha... But today almost late seh, for test even though I left my home sweet home at 7.30am when my test starts at 9am! Waliao... The traffic jam started at Bukit Panjang whereby normally it starts at Bukit Timah road.

Was at Sunset Way waiting for my next bus, 74 and its like already 8.45am, wtf! Luckily saw Mr Tan Poh Seng(my lecturer) then went up his car and and reach sch just in time, haha.... Heavy traffic on a Friday, can't believe it manz! The paper was easy, but the drawing on comp, in short we call it CAD la, I couldn't finish it leh, sianz! Nvm, last paper le, I care nothing bout it!

So after paper and lunch, went home loh. Saw "Pink" on the way home, still that pretty and seductive, haha... Told Linus they all and they were like "Wa! U saw "Pink" arh? Lucky u!!!" Haha... And ya, Jane msg me today saying, "Hey boy! U go join the 933 sch thingie la." Siao seh, won't win wan, and its definitely, haha... ppl "xiao cao", I "siao lang" la. Haha....

Slept at home first then went out again at 5pm, met them as in Linus they all for "lepak" and dinner. 8 guys altogether, all singles, bachelor day seh! Haha... Had dinner at Long John at PS then after that walk over to Suntec, damn long walk, tired!!!

Bought a top for Linus at Topshop for his bday pressie then bought some drinks and we went over to Esplanade for "lepak" again. Was sitting there talking and laughing away when that stupid "Meng" farted so damn loudly that it sounds like the horn of the ship! Idiotic "Meng"! And it happened not only once but twice....

But anyway was quite enjoyable, luckily today never go watch "Garfield" or go Chinablack, damn broke now manz! Just read Fiona's blog, she went to watch "A Cinderella Story", wanna watch also leh, sianz, must ask her whether nice or not. Most importantly is got money first or not la, haha....

Tmr going to play mahjong, yeah! Must win money seh if not next week can really eat "cao" le, then by then can be "xiao cao", hahaha.... Lame seh me! Long time never meet Serene le, tmr meeting her, sure can talk super long.... Hahaha.... Gonna go to bed soon, very shag!!! Ciao and good night! ;)

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Samuel || 12:44 AM

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Loniness!!! Just had my refreshing shower! Feel so good manz! Today had my Geotech paper and I think it sucks big time! Till now, guess this will be my worst module ba, haha...

Then after the paper went to revise on tmr's CAD thingie and then went over to the street soccer court for a game of soccer. Challenge others, score seh, haha... Played till around 2 plus then went over to club, saw her and I thought she'll be at class, but I'm wrong, still at club, maybe she no class today.

Sat around at club doing nothing and that stupid Daniel keep on playing super sad song, sad sad club seh that place. Start to feel quite lonely recently, Darren got gf le, Igni in camp, Jiahao closer with HL le, Serene, Angeline and Karen all got their studies and bf... Then my poly mates all got their own things to do. Haiz! Loniness is finding me now, guess that loniness is everybody's fear ba? Nvm, anyway tmr's the last paper, after that think going to "lepak" with my poly mates again.

Start to think back, things can happen so quickly and end so fast. Thought it just started to turn out good but guess I'm wrong. TOTALLY WRONG!!! Actually tmr going to watch "Garfield" but think maybe she forgotten le, I also dun feel like watching le. Best is tmr after test then come home slp first then go out again in the evening. Lynn ask me go Chinablack tmr leh, dunno wanna go not? Slowly think la, cashflow prob!! Very serious prob!!

Now, think I better go revise first, last test le, wanna score high high... Hehe!!! Ciao... ;)

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Samuel || 5:34 PM