Monday, November 29, 2004

Sianz Sianz.... Just read Elynn's journal from her multiply.

if there's onli two choices.. the good with no feeling or the bad with tons of feeling..which one will u choose?

u wan a sweet & lovely one..yet it's sweet but it wasn't love..or it's love but a sour one..which one will u choose?

when u've lost trust..wat makes u trust again.. is it time..? or is it try again..?which one will u choose?

wat exactly proves a person's love?is it time? or is it feeling?is it words? or is it believing?which one will u choose?

do u choose the one who CAN BE ur partner..or do u choose the one who u WAN him/her to be ur partner..which one will u choose?

How??? Haha... Anyway if I'm considered as one of her suitors, I think I'll fall in the category of good with no feelings ba. Dunno why also, just had that feeling. Anyway just told her not to think so much bout that as everyone will goes through this stage. Juts be natural in everything u do ba.

I think if its me I'll choose the bad with feelings, and I think that its time that helps in gaining and losing trust. The most important thing that proves a person's love will be time plus feelings and if I'm to choose, I'll choose the one who I want him/her to be my partner. I'm alittle selfish la...

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Samuel || 10:08 PM

Sunday, November 28, 2004

"Saw" Time to update what I've been doing recently, was at NTU the whole of last week doing my Final Yr Project. Bet I gotta go down there again for the rest of my 2 weeks of holidays. But its quite fun doing the project with my team members and 2 of the NTU students, cuz all guys ma, easier to do things and easier to communicate also.

Anyway last night went to watch the movie "Saw" and its not bad. Watched the 11.30 show at Lido and it ended ard 1.30am. Wanted to go Black after that but all too tired. Went to the Carpark to get our car and found out that we've been locked in the carpark. But luckily found the attendant and was told there's something wrong with the carpark entry/exit cashcard machine. In the end paid the amount in cash and left.

Alright, back to the movie. Its a trailer suspense and msytery kinda show whereby the killer is on the run and I really admired or respect the way of him killing others. The method of killing he used may not classify him as the murderer as he will set up traps here and there which in other words make it like a suicide thingy. And all along the killer is in the room with the victims!!!!

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Samuel || 2:29 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Questions!!! How do u describe a guy who doesn't even have the courage to express his love or better say his liking for someone??? A jerk, an asshole, a timid guy, a useless guy, an idiot, a moron, a stupid fella, a shitty person or what??? Well, that guy is me......

"y is it that the 1 u liked always doesn't like u but whileas the 1 u dun like fall for u", this line is quoted by my bro, Daniel and I agree with it... What do u think???

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Samuel || 7:48 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

I'm feeling "Confused" So bloody boring! Even though today was at NTU the whole day doing my FYP, I was still bored and bored and bored! Was supposed to go and watch "Shutter" today but was called back to NTU last minute! Sianz!

I wanna watch Shutter but gotta go back to NTU everyday from today onwards! Enough of NTU, anyway I'm feeling quite down today. Feeling quite confused! Dun wish to explain it here also, my brothers, sisters and closed buddies will understand what I'm talking about...

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Samuel || 7:48 PM

Sunday, November 21, 2004

"Playboy face" Recently been clubbing and clubbing and clubbing so frequently, kinda sick and tired of those places already. Just went down Black on wed, 18/11 (which is my parents wedding anniversary, 26 yrs le wor!) with Elynn and friends plus Ben, Erwin and Jiahui. End up nose bleed (its a long story la) and I think I scare the taxi driver cuz my nose bleed and drip onto my shirt. After that when I reached home, think I scare my mum again cuz she's awoken by the noise that I made upon reaching home. The whole sink of my toilet was my blood and she thought I fought with ppl, hahaha! Ended up being nag again!

Anyway today went to sentosa with Igni, Daniel and Darren. Saw Elynn there too. But too bad today no sun, still so fair!!! After that went for dinner at the NUS prata shop there before heading for pool at Bukit Timah.

As for now, having mixed feelings! For the past month I've been hanging out with a girl quite frequently and I think that I've fallen for her. To be exact I've known her for 54 days and went out with her for only 7 times and I'm interested in her. Been thinking and thinking whether should I let her know how I feel, I'm afraid la. To be honest, I'm afraid of negative results cuz basically I'm quite a confident person in things that I'm doing and I normally expect good results or positive answers from the things I'm doing... Anyway today Daniel told me one thing and made me sianz full, he's already the (dunno which ranking) person to tell me that girls wont feel secure going out with me. Part of this is because I have too many girl-friends, another part is that I have a playboy face! Its not what I want... Friends are just friends, not matter they are girls, guys, gays, lesbians, butches, I just regard them as friends. And about the face part, ask my parents bout it la huh!

I'm kinda sick and tired of all these already... Bapuk Tay just wanted to send me one song by Jordan Chan entitled "Nu Ren Bu Ying Gai Rang Nan Ren Tai Lei". Kinda true la huh.. Haha!

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Samuel || 1:37 AM

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

The Princess Diary 2 Was in town yesterday with Elynn and we caught the movie Princess Diary 2. I didnt even watch part 1 but the show was not bad. Typical ladies show which is super fairytale romantic kind plus a little comedy in some scenes.

After that we went over to Suntec as she's buying something for her friend. Wanted to go for the car show there but last minute aborted the idea. In the end we had our dinner and walked back from suntec to orchard then we headed home.

She gave me a subaru(model one of cuz) as a present for my birthday and a small cute little hamster(model one also). Haha... Very nice, I'm still currently figuring out how to post my pictures here. So guys, be patient. Haha! Later going mediacorp for her second final sch belle thingy, still thinking tonight wanna go zouk not! I'M BROKE!!!!!

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Samuel || 3:43 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Birthday~~~ My birthday now, still left about 23 hours... Already 19. Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!

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Samuel || 12:31 AM

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Hangover.... Last night at Black was fun, was there with Seb, Dan, Linus, Sheena, Mag and their friends all the way from 9 plus till 4 plus in the morning! Wow.. Think I drank too much last night but not as much as compared to that drunken Seb and Dan la huh. Now having alittle headache and hangover le....

Saw quite alot of familiar faces last night, Shirley was there, Christine and one of my poly friend was also there. Same goes to Karen and her group of friends, celebrating birthday I think. And ya of course, quite alot of babes last night but all too wild le la, haha!

Anyway my leg is damn numb now, was there dancing and drinking, dancing and drinking for 7 long hours, cool manz! Haha... Woke up for barely an hour only and I'm feeling bored! Staying at home is bored, think later gotta find friends for snooker or mahjong session le.... Ciao!

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Samuel || 2:57 PM

Friday, November 05, 2004

Chinablack~~~ WoOOhOOoo.... Finally its 5th nov le, today was the last paper for me, Geotech 2! Find it abit weird la the questions but I think I can pass so its alright! Haha... Anyway paper ended 3 plus and came home le, going to have my dinner soon and after that meeting Daniel going town.

Going to Black tonight, its a friday night and its party time for me. Hehe.... Ciao guys!

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Samuel || 6:39 PM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

"Yesterday Once More" Was awoken by my younger bro this morning at 11am! So god damn tired, cuz I slept at 3 last night and was like so sianz! Awoken by him cuz gotta go lavender to collect our passports, already expired and was asked to go SIR to collect it. Haiz, went down loh...

Then after that in the noon met up with Elynn, went out with her at PS to watch "Yesterday Once More" starring Andy Lau and Sammi Cheng, its a nice show. Worth watching cuz its quite touching. After that we had our dinner at the road stall at Orchard, the one beside John Little I think, dunno la! Look like a mini Newton that one, the food was not bad but alittle ex. We had stingray and kangkong, nice seh!

Walked around Kinokuniya at Taka after that and ard 9 went over to Tangs as she's meeting her mum and dad. They're going over to the Airport to fetch her bro. Thats where we parted and I headed home, forgot to bring key out this morning so cannot stay out too late, sianz! Anyway I pass Elynn the celica le, she's abit shocked though.

Haiz, still got another paper on fri, still cannot party yet. So boring, tmr gotta stay home for revision and same goes to thurs! Others are like already partying like craze and I'm still mugging for the Geotech 2 on fri, stupid like hell!

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Samuel || 1:07 AM