Thursday, December 30, 2004

CMPB Back to blogging. Was at CMPB yesterday the whole day for the army medical check up. Kaoz, got Pes A, gotta be chiong mountain recruit le!!! Well yesterday after the check up, went over to town for dinner and walked around, wanted to shop for clothings, was prepared to spend money but in the end didnt even bought a single thing...

Was at school today from 8-5, so damn shag! Anyway while I was in sch, was hoping to bump into "her". Didnt get a chance though I already know where her class will be and what time is it, but guess she got in earlier then I expected so didnt really see her. Guess this should be what we call fate ba, Me and "her" doesnt seem to have that. We seem so close but yet in fact we are so far.

Been hearing alot of New Yr Resolutions recently and guess I should set some for myself. I just basically wish to be more confident and I wanna learn how to sweet talk. I just sux at sweet talking! I dunno why, maybe because I'm a scorpio and they says that scorpios dun know how to lie. If u ask a scorpio whether ur fat, he/she will definitely answer u the truth cuz he/she wanna u to know ur own self and try to be on diet.

Think I've changed alot too, it wont be serious if ur friends starts to say u haved changed. But when u noticed that u urself haved already changed from the past, that is a damn serious case!!! Other that the 2 resolutions that I just made, I hope I will change back to my past too. But before that let me win the big sweep next week can??? Hahaha.... And ya, Serena, if ya reading this now, dun think that u'r alone, u still got ur friends including me, I'm in depression mood too! Having Menopause, hahaha... Cheer up dudette!!!

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Samuel || 7:46 PM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Boxing Day Headache, hangover, feeling like shit is what I can best described about me today. Was at Sall's place last night together with Linus, Daniel, Jordan, Ah Hong and Sall's friends. Played card games with them and ended up drinking and drinking and drinking. Drank Screwdriver, burbon coke (I dunno how to spell), stout, and alot alot la. But in my memory its like I drank only alittle but I dunno why I got drunk too.

But luckily there's Daniel there to help me and Linus cuz I'm like crazy already when I'm drunk, talking nonsense, walking here and there. WTF! So god damn embarressed! Left that place around 3 in the morning after vommiting and shared a cab home with Daniel. By then I'm already more or less sober alittle. Think I msg or called "her" last night and spout nonsense to her. Die die die!!! Cuz this morning received a msg from her asking if I'm drunk last night. The prob is I didnt even tell her where I go how the hell would she know I'm drunk??

Anyway still feeling alittle hangover now with alittle migraine. Just finished half of my FYP report part, dunno what I'm gonna do for the rest of the day too. Just rented "The Terminal" from a vcd shop near my area, think I'm gonna watch it later if nobody dates me out. Haha!!! Happy Boxing Day everyone!!!

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Samuel || 3:50 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Merry Christmas!!! Wo.. Yesterday was at sch for half of the day, its the first time in my life that during christmas period that I gotta go sch. So god damn boring! Anyway after sch came straight home and rest, took a nap that lasted for 4 long hrs, hahaha! At around 6, went for dinner with my family at Thai Express at PS, the food was not that bad but there's room for improvement.

Shortly after dinner I left my family cuz gotta rush over to Bapuk Tay's house for Steamboat dinner again, the same old bro and sis gang. Bought a bottle of kinda champagne or wine over there and celebrated christmas there, had seafood, meat, vege, alot. After that had choc, log cake, wine... Wow! Gonna turn fat soon, played mahjong also and Cluedo, hahaha! These 2 games is enough to last us the whole night, left there at around 7 plus in the morning.

Was already damn shag and tired the moment I reached home. My dad was already up when I got home, haha... Slept all the way till 2 and was awoken by my younger bro, walao!!! Till now, was home the whole day. Will be going out later to Sall's house, they called Daniel, Linus, Jordan, Keryn and me over to celebrate christmas with them. Shag! Damn hungry now, gotta go buy Mac dinner le.. Ciao!! Merry Christmas!!!

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Samuel || 6:51 PM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Christmas Eve... Christmas Eve is just tmr and I still haven have a plan on what to do that coming night. Lets just talk bout what I did for the past few days, yesterday was at town after class with Daniel, Seb and Linus. Was supposed to go shop around for Christmas Eve but ended up Linus leaving the 3 of us for a girl and the 3 of us ended up at the Kbox at Cine singing all those sad sad lonely songs meant for guys only. Spent quite alot yest, think around 100 bucks. 50 bucks on transport concession, 16 bucks on KTV, 15 bucks on a present for a "friend", another 4 bucks on pool and guess the rest is on eating. Ya, Ate a total of 15 bucks yest, dunno what junk food I ate too.

As for today, woke up at 7.30am and found out that class was cancel just because the lecturer is sick. So went to sch only for an hour lesson but I didnt attend the lesson due to a majority of my classmates skipping it also. Haha... Reached sch and gave the present to my "friend" and met up with my FYP members, cant believe we 3 guys sitting at Mac for a cool long hour watching the jamming performance by MLS club I think. But the whole thing was great be it the guitarist, bassist, vocalist or dummer. After that we proceed to NTU for our FYP, do all the testings and it ended at 5 plus. Am feeling so damn bloody tired now!!!

As for tmr, my current plan now is go to sch from 8-11am and collect present from my"friend". Haha.. Then after that will see what I can do before having dinner with my family plus my bro's gf at night. Bapuk ask me to go over his house for steamboat with Hl, Jq, Xr, Jw and Igni. Dunno wanna go or not, feel like going drinking but my liver's gonna rot soon so betta not. Haiz, tmr's plan subject to changes ba!!!

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Samuel || 10:44 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Town Was out to town for both days during this weekend. Went town with Igni and Tay on Sat to walk walk around cuz Tay was looking for a present to buy for his gf as X'mas gift. Wanted to catch Ocean's 12 with them yesterday but the tix were more or less sold out. So we went shopping and also back to the same routine, billiard sessions again. Reached home quite early and my mum was like, "Wow!~ No place to go le arh? So early come home..." Haha, the moment I reached home, Karen called me and asked me where am I. Ended up kena scolding by her cuz she wanted me to go Black with her. Haiz, really broke la sis, sorry!

Anyway today was out to town again with Bapuk Tay only cuz he decided what to buy for HL le. He bought a Fossil watch for her costing 135 but after discount becomes 121.50. This guy is rich manz! Brother so many yrs already he didnt even bought me a present on his own before. This is the power of love... Was on my way back home when I met Samantha so we ended up taking the same train and I sent her home. Talk alot cuz its been a long time since we last met, if I'm not wrong its like half a yr or a yr? Anyway I'm now back home, quite boring now actually, nvm, later there's "Young and Dangerous 3" showing on channel U....

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Samuel || 10:35 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

"La la la" Feeling damn shag and bloody tired now! Was out last night at RAV again at boat quay for Karen's pageant thingy and she got into the next round which will be next week, THE FINALS! After that thingy finish, we went for supper with Igni, Serene, Darren and Karen's bf at Lao Pa Sat before heading home. Reached home at 2 plus seh, kena nagged by mum again as usual cuz sch start le ma...

Anyway having lessons today at 9.30 and my dad fetched me there so woke up around 8 in the morning. Not too bad la, at least around 5 hours of sleep but I'm still feeling damn tired! Sch ended at 1pm and we went to play soccer. Its been such a long time since I last played soccer but the rain spoilt everything. No choice but to end the game early, I'm still physically not tired yet loh!

Haiz, after 4 days of sch I think it just sucks! Cuz basically I just went to sch, put a tick beside my attendance and then head home. I mean I dun even care what the lecturer is talking bout. Die le la Samuel Ong! Its the last semester le so just study la! Saw her at sch only once, Haiz! Study la! More impt!!!! Go have my afternoon nap le, damn shag! Ciao....

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Samuel || 5:00 PM

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Start of new Semester! Had a migraine when I woke up this morning! Sianz, think I slept too much, slept from 3 last night till 1 plus this afternoon. Went town yesterday with my brothers, Igni, Tay and Darren. Cuz Igni took pay le then gave us a treat at Pastamania. Was thinking whether wanna go Black last night or go Igni's friend's pub but in the end was at home by 11pm. Haha!

Anyway tmr's the start of my last semester in sch le. After that will be Tekong Chalet, been thinking bout what should I do in the future for the whole hols. Discussed this prob with my FYP members plus my NTU friends then all still doesnt know what should we do in the future. Are we wasting out youth away by clubbing, drinking, smoking, snooker, pool, enjoying, having late nights? Besides that I've been spending quite alot recently. Its high time I should stop or lets say cut down on all this activity.

I want my future to be good, I dun wanna live in just a HDB flat. I wanna start my own business venture be it on entertainment or food industry. I dun think I'm continuing in this line of mine. If possible let me win the big sweep or toto then that will be good! Hahaha....

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Samuel || 7:29 PM

Monday, December 06, 2004

Christmas plan... FYP and FYP and FYP!!! So boring, looks like my group have not enough time to finish up this stupid project. Tried doing the concrete today but guess something or some sequence went wrong, ended up getting no results and have to clean up and by the time we left NTU was like already going to 7pm!

Tmr gonna do the same old thing again, seiving of sand, mixing of motar, followed by the mixing of concrete before doing all the tests. Gotta go to the gym some day le cuz all the seiving and mixing of aggregates cause my lower arm to be getting bigger and bigger seh. This makes my upper arm looks as if its smaller than my lower arm, alittle like "Popeye's" arm! Hahaha...

Been messaging her everyday but I got back no reply since last thurs, dunno what happened also. Tried calling her but all I got from the calls were "At the tone, please record ur msg...." Christmas is coming and I hated it when all my friends asked how I'm gonna celebrate it. Every yr's the same, I will definitely have a dinner with my family on christmas eve then after that will be shopping with them before heading home. Its been like this for the past 19 yrs, I always spend christmas alone without a gf when all my friends are attached!

Darren's got his girl, Bapuk Tay got his girl, Serene got her guy, Karen got her guy, Xr got her guy and I think Igni not booking out so I'm alone... Maybe with the company of Daniel and Linus! So please stop asking how I'm gonna spend christmas this yr!

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Samuel || 10:09 PM

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Shanghai Yesterday was fun! Igni, Tay and Serene came my house for overnight mahjong and as usual Bapuk Tay the loser again. We watched soccer and played mahjong the whole night, really enjoyed and it made me forget bout some stuff the whole night.

Sent her a message last night although I knew she wont reply. Anyway Man U won 3-0! Haha... Another happy thing is my parents and younger bro are back from Shanghai! Went to the airport just now to pick them up, my mum bought lotsa things for me seh, got Jack Daniels, CK perfume/ cologne, a jersey but its fake and I dun blame her cuz she doesnt know and also lotsa and lotsa food!!!

Yeah! Next week starting sch le, just left one more week for FYP! Cant wait to start sch, was so god damn boring to be either at home or NTU the whole holiday...

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Samuel || 11:14 PM

Saturday, December 04, 2004

"Ji Mo Bian Jie" Was at Dan's house yesterday together with Linus since 2 plus. Was playing what guys are crazy doing when they are together in one single flat. Haha... Had hella lotsa fun with them, drank, eat, play comp, PS2 and etc etc...

Anyway went home only at ard 11 plus then dunno what happened to me, I became very hardworking, started to wash clothes, iron clothes, feed the fishes and etc ending up sleeping at ard 3am. Guess I'm lonely ba cuz my bro's gf came my house and I dun feel like sleeping early. Everybody has their probs, its just whether they wanna let it out or not? And I hope ppl reading this take into consideration that when u have ur probs and u intend to let others know, betta do it in a friendly way and not in a ignoring way. Its not like the whole world owes u or in debt to u yeah? In fact the one owing to others is u cuz u let them know bout ur probs and they are busy settling or thinking bout a solution for u but yet u are ignoring them or dun even bother bout them! Think it over....

As for today, think maybe later going billiard session, been a long time since I last played billiard. Thought of going Black tonight but must think it through le cuz have been drinking on tue, wed and fri. If I go tonight it will be the fourth time drinking in a week, guess my liver's spoilt! Haha... Nose spoilt, liver spoilt, lungs spoilt, mouth spoilt, teeth spoilt. Rather die right? Haha... Listening to a chinese song now by Zhang Dong Liang Nicholas, "Ji Mo Bian Jie". Its a nice sad sad song...

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Samuel || 2:15 PM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Stupid Me! Didnt go for FYP today, took a day off cuz I feel that this FYP is turning me into a Blangadeshie! Everyday just go NTU from 9-5 playing around with cement, aggregates, sand, etc... Anyway last night went over to RAV, a pub at boat quay cuz my sis, Karen is in the beauty contest held there. She got into the semis which is 2 weeks later. One of the contestant interacted with me last night and we exchanged nums, hahaha! Pretty seh, 20 yrs old but too bad, I have no interest in her...

Woke up only at around 12 today but suddenly felt so lonely cuz my whole family left for Shanghai 2 days ago and will only be back on Sunday. Actually today going out with Elynn but she not feeling well so cancel off, and I think I went bonkers or crazy or stupid or what, I took a bus down to PS and went to Carrefour and I bought "liang cha(herbal tea), strepsils, herbal sweet and sweets and I headed for Bedok. Thought of giving Elynn a visit, who knows I reached there, gave her 3 missed calls and waited for around close to 2 hrs but got no reply from her and its till NOW!!! Like what Linus said, kept giving in but never ever took back anything...

Haiz...... Guess I'm too iritating, too disturbing, too idiotic, too stupid ba...

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Samuel || 10:05 PM