


Friday, February 17, 2006
Depression
There's nothing for me to blog anyway, just in here to type some rubbish so as not to let myself go crazy anytime. Got 3 confinements and a guard duty, cleared the guard duty and one confinement last weekend, totally burnt. There's one more confinement which I have to do tmr and I gotta book in by 7am! I cant seem to find anyone's life as sad as mine now. Not just because pf all the extras but because I cant seem to find any friend to chat with me during my confinement nights.
Do you know how lonely, how MIKE LOW (Morale low), how saddenning one will feel when he cant even find a friend to chat on the phone during his confinement nights when he practically have nothing to do at all?? I called my friends last weekend and nobody seems free. Sijia was the first, she went clubbing with her friends. Karen was next, she went clubbing also. Igni followed on but he have a ORD dinner with his camp mates, then followed by Serena who was playing mahjong. Lastly is Daniel and he's serving CDO (as sad as me la!). Outta 5 none is free. I"M SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION!!!! Luckily my section mates are all good fellows, they left me with all their food and magazines to read thru.. I really feel like letting out, army life sucks, seriously!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Samuel || 9:26 PM