Sunday, June 18, 2006

2LT Samuel Ong So long since I last blog right? Anyway firstly, my rank changed from a CADET to 2LT. Got commissioned on the 10th june. Seriously I feel happy but I felt more of sadness than happiness, cuz its the time when I gotta stand up alone, making decisions for my men, my specs, etc.. The decision of what to do, how to do, why must we do, where to do all lies in my hand. Another point is I'm going to get seperated from my friends again, imagine doing all the shit together for 6 long months and now we got different routes to take? All the toughness, the shit, the sleepless nights, the time we spent in Taiwan will always be with me.

Recently I've been drinking alot, almost every weekend, be it fri or sat, u can find me drunk in my house, my lift lobby at around 4 plus in the morning? Sounds scary right? But its normal, I cant get to bed (I mean my bed in my own house, not the camp one) without drinking till I get drunk. Furthermore the lift lobby of my HDB block feels quite nice to be slept on, haha! I can't find a perfect reason to why I must drink till that way, but maybe its because of loneliness and I know it myself, Samuel Ong cannot be alone, he cannot feel abit of loneliness. No doubt he has alot of friends but most of them are attached. Its the age to get crazy, to get a bf/gf but maybe he's the kind of guy that will go all out for his friends. I personally feel that I'll wait for all my close friends to get attach first before finding a gf for myself cuz I know how it feels to get lonely all the while.

Well, anyway back to camp lifestyle. After getting my rank, I'm posted back to the same camp, Sungei Gedong Armour camp at Lim Chu Kang, but this time round is 42 SAR and know what? I gotta do NDP stuff, think mostly is just carpark stuff. My saturdays are burnt!!! But who cares? I got my rank already, I'm gonna watch World Cup everynight, hahahaha!!!

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